Kayla My Dear, It's All In Your Head

as she strolled across the floor, everyone stared.

step by step,

each one more graceful than the one before it

she made her way to the front of the room, heads turning.

she turned around and bat her eyes softly,

small gasps left one mans lips and

spits of envy came from that one girl in the back of the room.

she knew what she was, 

she knew she was bad and she loved to hear it.

long graceful legs without a scar on them, 

black red bottomed stilettos pursed at her ankles and her hair fell past her shoulders brushing her collarbone ever so gently.

they all saw her for something that she isn’t;

beautiful.

all that makeup, hair extensions and lip stick all fade with the passing seasons for her inner self is an empty shell;

she is nothing. heartless. cold.

she is the girl that stays up watching american dreams on her tv screen late at night;

she is the girl that mimics every trend and fad that is “in” in this current day and age;

she is miss congeniality.

the beauty queen.

the untouchable.

the girl that everyone wants to become.

flawless.

but flawless at what price?

would you sell your soul for beauty?

I was gone last night.

Like, super gone.

And I invited my girlfriend with me.

We were out until like eleven or something and we both had papers to write;

but she can’t function like I can.

I can write a paper about two or three hours before it’s due and get an A+ like nothing.

I’m not saying that she CAN’T do that but I am saying that I was being very selfish last night.

I made her mad and put her in a situation that involved a lot of smoke which is something that she doesn’t like

and it hasn’t hit me until just now.

I feel terrible.

I’m a terrible girlfriend and an overall disrespectful person.

Sigh, I want this to last, I really do.

I have to get myself together.

was insane.

so me and my girlfriend got back from this long ass bus ride from VA and ran up in my room…

got naked…

and had mind blowing sex. 

like, i’m so serious.

i know i had a post in the past about that OTHER amazing time but THIS time, 

oh this time,

topped all the other times i have ever had in my life.

not only did i come three times BUT TWO out of the THREE…

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>.>

>________<

i pulled a Jada Fire.

(Sorry if you don’t know who Jada Fire is or what she does but you might need to look her up).

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But the cutest part about all of this is when she MADE me, and yes i mean she FORCED ME,

speak Spanish to her in her ear.

it drove her insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

it was so adorable.

she threw me around a bit, slapped me up, pushed me off the bed and pulled three tracks out BUT

it was great.

rough, sweaty and passionate, just like i like it ;)

why are we not suppose to like each other again?

ifyou-werethewinter:

• Girls are so fucking sexy.
• You can’t get pregnant even if you forget to take your pill.
• If you want penetrative sex, you can still get it, but with a really awesome purple penis.
• Boobs go ‘badoing’ and can amuse me for hours.
• When they bite their lip…
• You can both ‘wear the trouser’s’ and not make a guy feel emasculated.
• A girl’s skin is always so soft.
• Again, boobs.
• And also, vaginas.
• And just generally, girls are yummy.

and when they wink too mmmcdbhfdsbhfkhskhjs

i can honestly say that she has the best sex in the world. like…

omfg.

i could not stop….

moaning…

she had me crying.

GHJKLAFW

stare into my eyes while you finger me.

The Cat Daddy:

The Shuffle:

The Single Ladies Dance:

The Stanky Leg:

The Cyclone:

The Dougie:

:O my life makes sense now LMAO