ride me. till i’m. bout to. cum.
Just listened to PartyNextDoor for the first time…nigga shit hot cuh
I’ve been able to make you cum,
Since the first day we met,
Or didn’t meet,
The first day we sexted,
It was effortless to me,
It was nothing,
I think that,
When we met,
And I made you cum again,
It was better,
Cause you made me cum too,
It stopped being enough,
Because I kept making you cum,
And cuming for you,
And I kept coming back,
But when you left me alone,
I realized the issue was, I made you want to cum,
Not want to come,
i’ve just been recently kicked out of my mother’s house yet again.
this is the second time that this has happened to me. i’ve come to the realization that i don’t belong at home anymore. i thought i could take a hint but obviously not. the fact that when i come home from college and i don’t have a room to stay in, or a bed to sleep on should have been big hints, huh? i just appreciated that i had a roof over my head.
the kick out process wasn’t exactly smooth either.
it was more like she threw half of my shit that was in her house in the back of her car, threw it into the parking lot when we got to my dad’s house, proceeded to run over half of it when she was backing out of the parking lot and left me in the dark.
i don’t care how mad you are, you should not leave your child in the dark in an unfamiliar place by herself. granted, i am 19 years old and far from a child but seriously, i was scared and alone.
i don’t know where i was going with this. i tried to make this a venting thing but it’s just a constant reminder of how far i’ve fallen out of my “family’s” arms.
i have no family. i am my only family.